From the recording Behind Closed Doors

Lyrics

[Hook: Bauer Larson & Yanda]
It don't get easier sometimes, tryna contain an open mind
Most of my friends just spend my time, can't be myself till I'm offline
It don't get easier sometimes, tryna contain an open mind
Most of my friends just spend my time, can't be myself till I'm offline

[Verse 1: Bauer Larson]
I can't afford to wear my heart on my sleeve
My money low, my self esteem don't exist
I get along with everyone but myself
I share my love but I don't know how it feel
I can't afford to wear my heart on my sleeve
My money low, my self esteem don't exist
We grew apart, you left my heart where we stem
Tried to forgive but don't know where to begin
I can't afford to wear my heart on my sleeve
My money low, my self esteem don't exist
Between two gardens I don't know where I fit
God at the door, he brought some lunch let him in

[Hook: Bauer Larson & Yanda]
It don't get easier sometimes, tryna contain an open mind
Most of my friends just spend my time, can't be myself till I'm offline
It don't get easier sometimes, tryna contain an open mind
Most of my friends just spend my time, can't be myself till I'm offline

[Verse 2: Bauer Larson]
Home is where the heart is, I follow through on my target
The prodigal son returned with a couple scars from the market
Between the lines and the margin, I seen it all to be honest
Reciprocal friends ain't common, you're better off changing topic
I keep my cards to my chest, let down my guard she invest
Give her a tour of my mess and keep things real clean for the guest
She let me in for a visit, real pregnant pause, cue the crickets
I up and leave for a minute then cop myself return ticket
So human in my reflection, there's beauty in imperfections
Great power deep in your silence and healing in your confession
Might learn yourself a new lesson and find the key to your presence
Great knowledge should be a blessing don't turn it into a weapon

[Hook: Bauer Larson & Yanda]
It don't get easier sometimes, tryna contain an open mind
Most of my friends just spend my time, can't be myself till I'm offline
It don't get easier sometimes, tryna contain an open mind
Most of my friends just spend my time, can't be myself till I'm offline

[Outro: Jonathan & *Hannah*]
What about you?
*I think that I wouldn't want to be famous necessarily, I'd want to be influential*
What would it be, like, what is the main mission that you have do you think?
*I think truth over identity, I think there's a lot of voices in the world, telling us what we should be
Whereas I think that if you are someone who is confidently and beautifully yourself
And authentic, and real, and vulnerable with people
I think it really opens doors, which is I think what we're doing now
So we're like, opening doors into each others lives which is cool*
This is good, I'm glad that we're doing this
This is dope, I have three sisters and they would probably like relate to you
*You do?*
I love your earrings again (*thank you*)
It's like, what's that llama in the Disney?
*Emperors new groove, Kuzco!*
I'm thinking about Emperors New Groove for some reason
*Thank you, very Aztecy*
That's a look